05 October 2006

I hate this world

Sometimes I have this sudden feeling of "I hate this world" when I woke up in the morning. You just don't feel right, all you want is to reboot your whole system and start everything from scratch. Probably it's a stress releases from whatever you had done before. Something you just wish to experience again, so you can do it better. After all, everything seems not as important to you anymore, you just want to get out of this world.

When you cleared your mind and try to think simple, it's just so meaningless in whatever you are doing. Everything's going to end when you die, even if you are someone who is famous, you will be forgotten one day. Is the so call process really so important? I guess it's the best we could have if we compare to sitting there doing nothing while waiting for your death, right?

“You can run from the world, but you can't hide from it..”

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Have u asked urself this question.

"R u looking for happiness knowing how it feels like to be happy?"

I dunno how life works but there r those who chase after happiness knowing how rare or wonderful it is. I think happiness is like food. Too much of the same kind of food will make u sick. Enjoy some sadness in life at times. But then again, wat goes down will eventually come up n wat goes up will have to come down.

我的黑色世界无尽头 said...

I used to chased after the happiness that I believed that was supposed to be "happiness" but not anymore.. I realised that happiness cannot be chased. The more you chase after it, the further it will run. Happiness just happen when you least expected. I do enjoy the sadness, so that I will appreciate every little happiness that happens.